except for those long stretches of time where the unmerciful sun shines down on us, it’s been thundering for three days straight without raining and it’s one of my bigger summer disappointments™

My favorite librarian keeps recommending these books she likes to me, but they all have the same YA tropes I’ve been reading for years. This means that I have explanations like “love triangle” and “chosen one doesn’t know they’re the chosen one” and “she’s not like other girls” for why I didn’t finish the books and you can feel the disappointment in the air every time she finds out I’m not as easily appeased as my 13yo self was.

maybe people look at me and think i have my life together but it’s four in the morning and the only reason i’m up this late (or early??) is because i can’t stop thinking about how much i want chinese food